EEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!
I'M THE HAPPIEST GIRL HERE!
i found where to watch legally blondes alr!

ok, maybe not the happiest,
but still.
cos lynette alr watched it and said was nice,
so now its my turn!
I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish
I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over newand the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear
I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is
Youand the reason is You [x3]
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
i learnt 2 things:
the hurtful wowords that a person say is like
hole on the wall which can nv be erased,
leaving a scar, so when u say things that hurt others,
no matter whether u say sorry anot, the wound inflicted
will always be there.
HAHAHA!
words of wisdom nehxzx(:

"what doesnt kill you only makes u stronger"

I CHANGED MY BRACES COLOUR AGAIN!
i think i change colour very often....
ITS NOW...
red and black!

it looks nice.
and dana thinks i'm saying this
because i'm ego and think tt everything looks nice on me
XD

but really lor, tmrw u see lor!
OHMYGOSH.
today we just found out that
by tmrw, our tables have to be cleared!
and today i had to carry as many things as i could home.
my god, my arms are dying now.
AND TMRW....
i will bring a trolley!
to suntec city! (innovation competition thingy)
TO BE A AHMAH!
because as much stuff i brought home today,
its only like,
1/6 of the stuff underneath my table.

argh, i cant take it,
i'm going to change skin again i tell u.
AHHHHHHHHHHH.
lynette alr watch legally blondes!
I DONT LIKE YOU!
she said it was nice.
AND AND AND.
the show is damn bimbo lah,
but its a typical show anyway, so i'm just gonna TRY FINDING IT.
i learnt frm a part of the scene:
blonde rule no. 1: PINK looks good with anything!
blond rule no. 2: NEVER pay retail!

AND THEN, they went to the shopkeeper,
who happened to be a hot guy or wtv,
and FLIPPED AND WAVED.
wth, thats like their signature thingy to get their way or sth.
and their accent is super heavy.
at least their pretty.

you tell me bimbo anot.
AND LYNETTE WATCHED IT ALR><
i'm still looking for it.
-

ohmy.
like, a million ppl is applying for the NJC thingy leh.
the dunno what thing, is on this wed.
i like pet society on mondays.
you get new stuff to buy(:
LIKE OMG.
i found...
a new movie to watch!
I MUST MUST MUST WATCH THIS!
will this even be out in singapore?
BUT BUT BUT i'll look for it on the internet first;D
i saw the trailer its like so nice lah!
not the fact that everything is pink in there.
but the fact that its a typical chick flick kinda movie.
SO MUST WATCH! confirm nice one(:
they look exactly the same.
EXACTLY. like, there's nothing different.

and today was a short short day.
dk why.
and and and mrs shum praised me again,
its weird.
everyone congratulated me.
oh and today change seating arrangements.
BUT BUT BUT,
ms tan is so so so nice, i'm still at the same spot!
((:
isnt it awesome?
cheyne and sabrina's behind me
and beatrice is right across the aisle.
and rachel and therese are far far away frm me.
and guimin is in the next row.
so yeah. but its not that bad;D
i'm having the wkend blues.
CONGRATS TO CHINESE DANCERS!
for achieving the gold with honours award(:
CONGRATS TO THE DRAMA GIRLS!
for achieving a silver!
-

good for them,
right now my most hated word is silver.
sigh.
AND I managed to study in the library aft sch!
aft guimin therese and dinah left.
then went to talk to beverly.
then it was alr 3.30 then had to go find jiajia
then stayed at the canteen for a little while
beverly and i chatted.
suprisingly surprising stuff,
and yeah
then went home took 961 with ivie!
and then chatted again.
etc etc etc.

i dont like the word silver.
pfft.
my topic today is: i love vanilla coke.
only i dont get why this pic says that vanilla coke is back
it was never gone.
WAS IT?
-



SIGH SIGH SIGH.
we got silver.
for syf.
i have nothing much else that i can say, except that, we did our best, and thats what counts.
obviously all of us were very disappointed,
but whats done is done, and the results are just a second thing
cos the process is the most impt and knowing that we did our best.
the choir comm gave a very inspiring speech,
and everyone started crying,
i think i cried for one hour or sth,
my eyes hurt so bad, and its swollen.
but i just wanted to let it out after all the choir comm said to us,
they said, "choir, we just wanna say that we are a family and will always be,
no matter where we are, our hearts will always be here, and we all love u guys very much,
and even though we might now show it, we feel that way"
or sth like that.
that made me cry even more.
and
i just wanna say a few words:
during the whole SYF training process,
i thought:' another day of torturous training,
nvm, i will bear with it till syf is over."
and i didnt exactly look foward to the practices,
but as time passed,
i got so attached to choir, that it sort of became a
"part of me"
everytime ppl will ask me:" what u staying back for?"
and i'll always reply:" choir!"
its always a standard ans.
i spent so much time practicing and growing as a choir,
it let me reflect on all that i've done.
and yesterday, i just sang my heart out,
and i really really enjoyed myself up there,
and i think that smss choir sounded the best.
there's a feeling of emptiness in me now,
like, i dont have to stay back as often,
and when ppl ask me, i cant say i have choir.
and it hit me how much i love choir.
and that no matter what, i'll definitely miss the seniors,
and this whole experience.
now i know how it feels like,
i swear that when its my turn in sec4,
we'll get a gold for the seniors to show that they've trained us well(:
and sunday was the last practice we had with them,
its sad, but there's always a time to move on.
and i'm sure the sec4s will nv forget us too
we'll miss you guys):
-
i shall not elaborate further,
but just to say that i really enjoy singing in choir,
ms grace even though being tough, she wants the best for us,
so i wanna say a big thank you to the sec4s, teachers and ms grace and GOD for being there.

"You'd do anything to keep the ones you love by your side,
but unfortunately there is a time when you have to let them go"
-
here are the results:
Day 4 - 20th April (Mon)
Results

no. 60
CHIJ ST. NICHOLAS GIRLS' SCHOOL
GOLD (HONOURS)
Lim Ai Hooi

no.61
ST. MARGARET'S SECONDARY SCHOOL
SILVER
Grace Oey

no. 62
PUNGGOL SECONDARY SCHOOL
BRONZE
Lee Jin Li

no. 63
PIONEER SECONDARY SCHOOL
COP
John Khoo

no.64
YIO CHU KANG SECONDARY SCHOOL
SILVER
Emmanual Qiu

no.65
GUANGYANG SECONDARY SCHOOL
BRONZE
Lee Mei Yel

no. 66
DAMAI SECONDARY SCHOOL
BRONZE
Wilson Goh

no.67
BUKIT VIEW SECONDARY SCHOOL
BRONZE
Hu Zheng

no.68
SIGLAP SECONDARY SCHOOL
SILVER
Lee Jin Li

no.69
CLEMENTI WOODS SECONDARY SCHOOL
COP
Ong Kok Leong

no.70
GREENDALE SECONDARY SCHOOL
BRONZE
Albert Tay

no.71
CEDAR GIRLS' SECONDARY SCHOOL
GOLD (HONOURS)
Naomi Chai

no.72
DUNEARN SECONDARY SCHOOL
SILVER
Jason Ong

no.73
CHIJ ST. JOSEPH'S CONVENT
SILVER
Francis Liew

no.74
BEDOK TOWN SECONDARY SCHOOL
SILVER
Angela Lee

no. 75
ST. ANTHONY'S CANOSSIAN SECONDARY SCHOOL
GOLD (HONOURS)
Toh Ban Sheng

no.76
RAFFLES GIRLS' SCHOOL (SECONDARY)
GOLD
Anna Loo

no.77
CRESCENT GIRLS' SCHOOL
SILVER
Quek Soo Hiang

no. 78
CHIJ KATONG CONVENT
GOLD
Francis Liew

no.79
KUO CHUAN PRESBYTERIAN SECONDARY SCHOOL
SILVER
Ngian Ping

no.80
BEDOK NORTH SECONDARY SCHOOL
SILVER
Tham Wen Long

no.81
TANJONG KATONG GIRLS' SCHOOL
GOLD (HONOURS)
Lim Ai Hooi

no.82
GAN ENG SENG SCHOOL
BRONZE
Khor Ai Ming

no.83
ST. HILDA'S SECONDARY SCHOOL
BRONZE
Cherlylene Liew

p/s. notice that the conducter Lim Ai Hooi's choir all got gold with honours.
impressive.
but ms grace is still the bestest of the bestest!
TODAY IS SYF DAY!

i think we did awesome:D
after all its the process not the results,
but i still wish for a gold,
the results are out at 6PM today.
i'm waiting anxiously.
i think we deserve a gold,
so much effort put in.
and i really really enjoyed myself up on stage,
TODAY WAS ONE OF THE BEST DAYS OF MY LIFE
:D
idk why, but after all the hard work,
we go up the stage to show everyone what we've done.
and how good we sounded.

and i shall not comment on the choirs we heard. ahem.

after the performance,
nerissa and melanie gave out this cute little flower lollipop.
its soo cute kay!
to each one of us, as this is their last time performing with us as
a choir,
cos the next time we come back, they wont be here anymore):
i'll miss them, they're a good choir comm(:

when we get back to sch,
given 45min break,
skipped mock test,
the break was super funny kays,
beverly, therese, rachel, dinah and mary we were all sitting together,
and we were high!
super fun:D
i'll definitely miss SYF, and i'll have to wait till sec4,
but for now,
PRAY we get a gold!
we reap what we sow, and i think we put alot of hard work into this.
we ought to get a gold.

amen.

((:
"when we feel like giving up on sth, rmb why we hanged onto it for so long in the first place"
-rachel and oviyum (last yrs sec4s)
today's choir practice was....
unexpected.
to cut the long story short:
we didnt do our best today,
and its our last rehearsal,
ms grace was angry and she walked out on us,
the seniors were angry and sad, and scolded us.
we felt sorry,
ms grace came back,
came to a decision that she's gonna hold an SYF audition,
......
all were scared we cant get in,
after auditioning,
waited for the results.
I GOT IN!!!!!!!!
I PASSED THE AUDITION,
AND YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW HAPPY I AM!
but 11 ppl didnt,
and i give u my condolences,
DONT BE SAD, CHEER UP YOU GUYS:D
it'll all work out,
even though syf's on monday.
but still..
do your best;D
-
and introducing my 19-yr-old piano teacher.
amelia :DDD
she said a few inspiring words!
like about choir and studies.
YOU GIVE GOOD ADVICES!
hahaha, today's sight singing was funny.
-
i'm charging bev's ipod now.
and i love love love,
when i'm with you- faber drive.
its awesome lor.
and i'm gonna play pet society now,
tmrw's choir is the last last last
to SYF.
i'm scared.
HAHAHAH!
today is funny.
as usual.
actually idk why.
just that mrs shum keep nagging
and i cant take it.
oh wells.
tmrw got choir.
its the last rehearsal to syf.
sunday is just going through.
before monday.

we're still not there yet,
we're never there- ms grace.
but its the experience.
i hope we do well in syf.
its on monday.
GOSH. time passes so damn fast.
modern dance sustained a silver!
thats good yknow, at least y'all sustained!
cheer up:D

oh and its still april.
so yay for april fools
natasha!
oh and natasha choo
helped me use iris to check when my bus coming leh
so nice nehxzx.
:D

must bring choir costume for check tmrw!
detailed report on my napfa....

SIT UPS:
lynette was helping me hold my legs!
:D
and i got the same as her,
43!
improvement of 3 frm last yr!

PULL UPS:
I WAS DYING.
but i managed 16!
that's a A!!!!!!!!!!

SIT AND REACH:
55!
improvement of 1cm frm last year!
:D

SHUTTLE RUN:
i had no idea what i was doing lor.
i was just running and picking up the bean bag...
zzz. I GOT AN A THOUGH!
ahhaha, rachel yam got butter fingers!
the bean bag kept slipping right???

STANDING BROAD JUMP:
169!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THIS IS THE MOST AMAZING IMPROVEMENT!
i got like, 135 last yr!
and now is like, WOW.
and i didnt even practice. surprise surprise!
although its 1cm away frm A, but OH WELL:D

2.4:
idk leh, its definitely not a A,
but its not a D,
so i'm guessing i can at least get a silver!

wah, today is 2/3 and 2/5's napfa.
and that jiajia got 203 for standing broad jump or 206, idk.

and i heard that cassia and danielle got 206 too or sth.
OMG MANXZX. maybe they're secretly a frog..
you'll never know...
-

today's choir standard dropped.
sigh. idk what i was doing either.
but i was so so so hot and tired,
i really couldnt concentrate.
but i think tmrw we have to be better cos syf is like
in 4 days.
need to have the sense of urgency.
sigh. will do it for the choir's sake.
after its done, can revert back to norm.
-

today is modern dance's SYF!
good luck:D
oh and tmrw's our CME skit.
gosh.
and i'm the leader. again.
pfft.
hahaha, i'm listening to lily allen sing to womanizer.
ITS FREAKING FUNNY!
its like some jazz or sth!
and i was listening to
i stay in love- mary carey.
ITS NICEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
:D
my pet society pet is so chio now lehxzx!
COS I BOUGHT THE SPARKLY EYES:D
heehee, i like all the pink stuff, so pretty lor!


/:
thats dinah and beverly in the attempt to look retarded. esp DINAH! :D




AHAH!
i passed my swimming test!!!
AWESOMExzx.
very happy nehxzx.
:D

today's choir practice was....
funny?
yeah.
ms chan told us her sad life story....
but then there was this part she very drama,
she said, " i wont give up on this choir until someone else better than me can
take my place, if not, my heart will always be here.... etc etc.."
THEN AFTER THAT!
she said, " but... but... I LIKE GARDENING."
HAHAHHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
RANDOM LAH SHE!
super funny, then everyone laugh.
she drama lah.
so funny.
but her lifestory is...
touching i guess.
oh and samy cut her hair!
she looks fine, but she looks like a mother.
(no offence!)
Heehee.
oh and the lifestory took her half an hour,
and we were released half an hour late.
but it was funny lah i tell u.
tmrw also get to leave early for cca.
OOH,
i love:
i can wait forever- simple plan.
its a nice nice nice song:D
-

You look so beautiful today
When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So i try to find the words that i could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away
And I cant lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And ICause I just cant take it
Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can waitI can wait forever
You look so beautiful today
It's like every time I turn around I see your face
The thing I miss the most is waking up next to you
When I look into your eyes,
I wish that I could stay
And I cant lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I
want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just cant take it
Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever
I know it feels like forever
I guess that's just the price
I gotta pay
But when I come back home to feel your touch
Makes it better
Till that day
Theres nothing else that I can do
And I just cant take it
I just cant take it
Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But i can wait
I can wait forever (I can wait forever)
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever
I can wait forever
I can wait forever...
hahah, prefect's commendation rocked.
sort of.
we got to leave class at 9.30,
and it was home econs,
so when ms ramlah was like, take out ur notebooks
or if not i collect $1 frm you,
HENG was alr 9.30,
cos i didnt bring anything for home ec,
only 1 period only mah.
heehee.

oh and dinah seng got "kicked out of class" haha,
and apparently, she was sitting there like a loser.
HAHAH:D

bus ride and i sat with beverly,
(actually i didnt want to, but she made me)
HAHA, joking lah, i not so mean kay...
then we talked.... about stuff. and life.

and therese and mary were behind us,
they say i talk very loudly and they can hear me perfectly well.
HAHAH, i do not k...

and no beverly, i'm not scandalous,
so stop saying i am.
you too, therese.
;D

then while waiting to sing,
me grace therese beverly dinah
came up with an "i object" thing.
inside joke. HAHAHA! i still object:D

lunch was weird.
the food court got no space,
so we went down to get munchies,
and i got the sausage prata thingy
and bubble tea with mini pearls,
my teeth too big to attack the tiny pearls.
i had a hard time eating it man.

i freaked out during the time we had to sing k,
idk why, but then the last part for the sursum,
no notes could come out, i was like,
"omg, where my voice go?"
so scary k, i swear i thought i was gonna faint.

and then had choir practice in that small room
later on, well there's something wrong
with the room. according to ms grace.
oh well.

and yes beverly, i'm glad ur happy,
good for you:D

oh and after the commendation,
i was at the bus stop,
and this really weird guy came to ask me
if my hse got old ppl wearing pampers or sth.
then i kept saying dunno,
but that idiot wont take dunno for an ans,
so i said, no no no no no.
and then another guy came to ask me what that other guy asked.
wl eh, then i kept saying dunno lah.
weirdos manxzx.
-

for once, prefects commendation was FUNNNN:D
MARY's comment on THAT DRAWING I DID OF MY LIFE:
YOU THINK YOU WHAT? donut ah???


mary. ur. funny.


:D
another song lyrics!


You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I'll always love
You could be the one who listens
to my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one
I'll always love
I'll be there as soon as I can
But Im busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before
First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
She could never be as good as you
You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one
Ill always loveI'll be there as soon as I can
But Im busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before
I'll be there as soon as I can
But Im busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before
Before you
oh ya! i'm suppose to post this:
my register is no. 24,
i'm in class 2/4,
i'm born on the 24th of dec,
i just ran 2.4.
ISNT IT AWESOME???
my life is associated with the no. 24 in so many ways!
ahah! and i realised it by sitting with e-wen.
we were all high today.
and no ppl.
i'm no drama mama.
stop saying that!
awesome shit.
i knew it.
my knee, leg and my whole body is aching.
all because of 2.4.
HAH. i knew it.
TO ALL WHO RAN TODAY:
tmrw, ur legs will hurt.
this is to the excpetion for those
who are really really sporty and into sports.
and totally rock at it.
omgosh manxzx,
why ppl all run so fast one huh???
jiajia got like, 12++min,
then jovin and samy got like, 14 mins or sth
then natalie, natasha and yasira also i think.
WL EH. run so fast for what?
ok, joking. I MEANT TO SAY:
congrats!
-
ohno!
my math paper!
the last qn INSTEAD of +ing, i went to -ing.
OMG. stupid careless sickening mistake.
i think i lost like, 5marks alr.
!!!!
tmrw's prefect commendation.
and we're singing.
but according to the consent form,
the commendation only starts at 2, and we're released at around 9.30.
OHMY.
whoever is reading this:
my life is your song kay!


and no, kiana, its not cos i'm in love with ur church.
its cos, my life is your song!
the picture above is how ivie thinks my life shld look like.
HAHHAH!



i know christmas is like long past,
but this totally reminded me of my trip to europe!!
i still rmb this song and "all i want for christmas is you"
playing on the streets in brussels and amsterdam.
dont rmb this song in london. i think london too posh alr,
they dont play christmas songs><
HAHAHA.
and somemore this is a nice song!


Oh yeah yeah...
Last night I took a walk in the snow,
Couples holdin hands,
places to go,
Seems like everyone but me is in love
Santa can you hear me?
I signed my letter that
I sealed with kiss,
I sent it off,
it just said this:"i know exactly what I want this year"
Santa can you hear me?
I want my baby, baby
I want someone to love me, someone to hold,
Maybe maybe,
He'll be all my own in a big red bow
Santa can you hear me?
I have been so good this year
And all I want is one thing,
Tell me my true love is here
He's all I want, just for me
Underneath my christmas tree
I'll be waiting here
Santa that's my only wish this year
Yeahh...
Christmas eve, I just can't sleep
Would I be wrong for takin a peek'cause
I heard that you're comin to town
Santa can you hear me?
I really hope that you're on your way
With something special for me in your sleigh
Oh please make my wish come true,
Santa can you hear me?
I want my baby, baby
I want someone to love me, someone to hold
Baby, baby, baby
We'll be all alone under the mistletoe
Santa can you hear me?
I have been so good this year,
All I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is here
He's all I want, just for me
Underneath my christmas tree
I'll be waiting here
Santa that's my only wish this year
I hope my letter reaches you in time, (oh yeah)
Bring me love I can call all mine (oh yeah)'
cause I have been so good this year, (oh oh)
Can't be alone under the mistletoe,
He's all I want in a big red bow.
Santa can you hear me?
I have been so good this year
And all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is near
He's all I want, just for me
Underneath my christmas tree
I'll be waiting here,
Santa that's my only wish this year
Ahh ahh ahh
Oh santa, can you hear me...?
Oh santa, well he's all I want
Just for me, underneath my christmas tree
I'll be waiting here,
Santa that's my only wish this year
Santa that's my only wish this year.
Take a breath
I pull myself together
Just another step till
I reach the door
You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something
To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that
I want you to know
I won't give up till it's over
If it takes you forever
I want you to know

When I hear your voice
Its drowning in a whisper
It's just skin and bones
There's nothing left to take
And no matter what I do I can't make you feel better
If only I could find the answer
To help me understand

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that
I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever
I want you to know

That if you fall, stumble down
I'll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I'll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up cause
I'll be waiting if you fall
Oh you know I'll be there for you
If only I could find the answer

To take it all away

Sometimes i wish i could save you
And there're so many things that
I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever
I want you to know
I wish I could save you
I want you to know
I wish I could save you
ahah.
another episode of gossip girl.
i only watch until chuck father died.
then so sweet lor,
yknow blair was like
" dont go. i know whatever that happened today, you dont care, but i dont care, whatever you're going through, i wanna be there for you."
sweet:D
ohohoh and she said, "the deepest thought u';ll ever have, the worst thing you've ever done, i'll stand by you."
THEN...
he asked, "and why would you do that?"
AND THEN!
she FINALLY SAID IT! "because, i love you."
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omg right?
AND CHUCK WAS BEING MEAN. he just went off-.-


but but but...
he came back! and they cuddled! so cute. and sweet.

OMG. and he left again.
and he left a note?!
wth lah he,
ohhh he said,
"i'm sorry for eveything, you deserve much better, dont bother looking for me"
oh screw him.
-


OMG. i just watched chick vs dick.
AND ITS SUPER SUPER GROSS I SWEAR I DIED.
its like fear factor or sth of that sort.
BARF!

EEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!
I'M THE HAPPIEST GIRL HERE!
i found where to watch legally blondes alr!

ok, maybe not the happiest,
but still.
cos lynette alr watched it and said was nice,
so now its my turn!